Silence.
Perched
high in the lush tree tops surrounding the grounds, I sat, waiting
for my team to return with their victory. Cloaked in the depths of
night, they hunted while I sat to observe. The chill in the air as
it whipped across my cheek carried the same feeling of doubt and
loneliness that had been haunting me the past few months. The past
few decades in fact, had been long, and continued to make me feel the
age of these bones.
There
was once a time when this would have been thrilling. I would have
been out there hunting with them, chasing that mortal man through the
woods, and more than likely being the first of us to reach him and
torment him. But this game that we had been playing was starting to
make me feel empty and alone in my immortality.
The
wind began to pick up again, the smell of blood sweeping up and in as
screaming echoed in the distance…
“Galen?”
I
turned to meet that familiar steely gaze which twisted eerily as he
met mine. So quiet in his steps that not even I had heard him.
“Yes
Finn?”
“You
seem off tonight.” He pulled his muscled shoulders back from his
crouched position lethally turning those cold eyes back on me.
I
forced the feeling I had been fighting back and tried to show nothing
with my eyes knowing that he could read any doubts with just a
glimpse. “It’s nothing, just anxious for our next orders. I
hate feeling like we are sitting around doing nothing. These men are
the best trained killers he has.”
“Yes,
that they are.”
“I
just feel like we are missing out on something.”
Finn
turned those eyes away from me nodding in approval before stepping
off the branch and landing cleanly on the ground and heading to join
the others, the thoughts in my head drowning out his footsteps. I
didn’t breathe again until he was far enough away to not hear the
stress and disappointment in the release.
There
was nothing left for me here.
Nothing
left in this life.
I
found myself holding onto a distant promise from a woman in my
dreams. Someone who’d looked at me with love and respect in a life
I couldn’t quite recall because those memories had been stolen so
long ago.
Sighing,
I stepped from the tree branch landing flawlessly on the grass below
turning toward home. Longing to hide in the sanctuary of my room yet
again, pull the covers over my head and wait for whatever seemed to
be coming. Whatever seemed to be waiting in the wings to make this
life what it should have been so long ago, what I longed for it to be
now.
A
place of home and hope.
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